I’ve beenย meditating seriously since 2012 and written a popular chapbook on the subject under a pseudonym. I sometimes think the practice has ruined my life. I’m also a wizard.
In the last few months I've become acutely aware of, and sensitive too, the types and qualities of attention that I can…
April 2, 2023After 10 years of meditation, Iโve concluded it's not an act of self care. It's an act of colossal self indulgence.
January 7, 2023Perhaps things that are meaning-less can be made meaning-full by stepping away from them?
December 11, 2022I just found out that most of you can just shut your eyes and see a pyramid any time you want? What…
February 12, 2022The horror as my depression lifted at the beginning of the UK lockdown. It wasnโt depression stopping me. It was something far…
November 27, 2021Moments of psychic intensity generate โBig Feelingsโ. That we then carry around with us as unprocessed loops that keep us awake at…
June 19, 2021Maybe ideas don't come fully formed, instead they are a sequence of ideas that pour out of you one after another in…
January 22, 2021The tip of its tail flicks unbeknownst to the cat. Its inner world betraying the stillness of its body. Just like our…
October 23, 2020Your body processes buried emotions that until that moment you have no idea that you have been carrying around. For the most…
January 17, 2020We have so many words to accurately describe and confirm the world around us but fall short when we reach for words…
November 22, 2019Two techniques for increasing your ability to interact with the liminal and the imaginary.
July 11, 2019Schrodinger has never tried to put cat into a box. Plus: Meditation is one of the only true weapons you have available…
May 10, 2019You donโt enter this world as a spark of consciousness, you emerge from it.
May 3, 2019